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Apr. 2nd, 2008

  • 10:57 PM
rafal
Dear [info]i_elle_u,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but you're a loser. I think I realized it the first of May at the Hare Krishna graduation and I saw you hit on my penpal in Ghana. I'm sure you're frostbitten enough to understand the middle-east. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I will really REALLY never to forget our friendship.

Greetz to your freaky family,
Michele

wut )

Mar. 19th, 2008

  • 11:35 PM
rafal
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||| 23%
Stability |||||||||||| 50%
Orderliness |||||||||| 33%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Interdependence |||| 16%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Mystical |||||||||| 36%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||| 23%
Materialism || 10%
Narcissism || 10%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||| 16%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||| 16%
Romantic |||||||||| 36%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Wealth |||||| 23%
Dependency |||||||||| 36%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||| 30%
Individuality |||||||||||| 43%
Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic || 10%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Hypersensitivity |||| 16%
Indie |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
personality test by similarminds.com

Trait Snapshot:
introverted, secretive, messy, depressed, does not like leadership, somewhat nihilistic, observer, does not make friends easily, unassertive, feels invisible, feels undesirable, hates large parties, does not like to stand out, leisurely, suspicious, submissive, abstract, unpredictable, intellectual, likes rain, likes the unknown, negative, weird, not a risk taker, unadventurous, avoidant, strange

Stability
results were medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

Mar. 12th, 2008

  • 8:55 PM
rafal
Everyone has things they blog about. Everyone has things they don't blog about. Challenge me out of my comfort zone by telling me something I don't blog about, but you'd like to hear about, and I'll write a post about it. Ask for anything: latest movie watched, last book read, political leanings, thoughts on yaoi, favorite type of underwear, writing techniques, etc. 

Repost in your own journal so that we can all learn more about each other.

Venereal Disease

  • Feb. 14th, 2008 at 8:10 AM
rafal
Happy VD olol

This is my only coping mechanism.

Jan. 25th, 2008

  • 4:16 PM
rafal
I CAN DRIVE AGAIN

edit: also yay, my laptop can access the internet again, total upswing!

All the snow melted and everything, I've been riding my bike like crazy.

this wasn't very surprising

  • Nov. 18th, 2007 at 10:46 PM
rafal

Emotional IQ test

Self-report Component

Subscale IQ score = 58
Subscale percentile = 0.26

According to your self-report answers, your emotional intelligence is very poor. People who score like you do feel that they have trouble dealing with their own emotions and those of others. They struggle to overcome difficulties in their lives and they are unable to control their moods. It’s hard for them to understand how best to motivate themselves and reach their goals. In addition, they find social interactions quite difficult, for several reasons. They may have trouble allowing themselves to get close with others, finding it difficult to be vulnerable enough to establish intimacy. They also report having trouble offering support to others, likely due to the fact that they do not understand where others are coming from or they lack ideas about how best to help. Perhaps by working on your problem areas, you can become more confident in dealing with your own emotions and those of others.

So I'm pretty good at making bad decisions

  • Nov. 15th, 2007 at 5:10 PM
CRAAAZY, DeMartino

In this riveting episode of fucking shit up, I tried to get McAffee to stfu and go away (because my warranty or whatever expired and all it does is take up HUUUUGE amounts of space).

Anyway, I began shutting down everything with "mc" (or a variant thereof) at the beginning in Task Manager, which should have obviously been a bad idea, but as I've been sleeping roughly 3 hours each night for the past week, common sense eluded me and it seemed perfectly logical FOREVER. Now it won't boot up in any mode (last good configuration, safe mode, etc) and I don't know what to do otherwise. Hopefully, I can get it to work and access all off my 1337 files, or else I'm going to die of misery, seriously, I was making this super awesome picture and everything. Not to mention it has the fruits of all my stalking labours. I'm trying to find the CDs, but to no avail.

Lols, I need some kind of personal attendant to constantly nag me or something. I'm hazardous.

I want to call my dad, but he left for Ft. Benning today, and I juuuust told him yesterday (his birthday) that I was going to try to screw up less often. Ahahaha.

Really, everything will probably be fine by the weekend. I'm just really silly. It's all for the better, I need to lay the hell off the internet and start making friends, or something.

Tags:

rafal
write ten statements, intended for different people. never tell which one is to who; write the things you've always wanted to tell people.

1. I secretly hate you.
2. If you can see this, you're viewing my journal.
3. I'm in your base. Guess what I am doing there!
4. I obsess over you relentlessly and will never, ever tell.
5. I have a cancer in the back of my neck and have a month to live.
6. I stole 21 things from you today.
7. I gave you HIV, herpes, mad cow, and a debt of 900,000 greenbacks.
8. I lost the college funds in that Vegas layover five years ago. I'm really sorry and hope that you still love me. It won't happen again I swear
9. I will stop overreacting, I promise gaiz.
10. Se: amor broma es

this

  • Nov. 11th, 2007 at 9:31 AM
rafal
Delete_fucking_everything, but actually I didn't and I'm doing everything wrong.

A few hours later I forgot how to be butthurt. The end!

Career Crusin'

  • Sep. 11th, 2007 at 1:59 AM
CRAAAZY, DeMartino
Like a hungry beast of rage I consumed all that I did at 3am or whatever. Now there is this. I feel it's more accurate than taxidermy. delciccant )